These are a collection of stream of consciousness written poems about a boy that I liked in high school. I just dug them up and decided to share them here.
I think I love you
I think I love you
I think I love you
But you will never love me
I am invisible to you
You will never notice my face
I will write a thousand poems
Burning through and through
But you will never notice
And less still will you care.
I will haunt you from the shadows
A ghost you never see
But you will never love me
No you will NEVER love ME
I must get this through my head
I must get this through my heart
You will never want me
In this same way
Oh God my darling
A god you are to me
But you will never see me
No you can never know
I am so heartbroken
Heartwrenched
Heartfucked
Heartkilled
I just really really want you
Please
Come to me
But you never will
That is not my life.
I am a pathetic sea creature
While you roam the lands
Oh my Prince, dearest prince
I forgot I was unworthy of your grace
All I wanted was to know you
And you whipped yourself out of my
grasp
I wouldn't have tried to taint your
soul
And you could have told me
If you had a problem
Instead of just pulling away passively.
And now these words I say with dear
dear love.
“Fuck you. I will now pine more.”
I know I said I loved you,
But I think that I was wrong.